I want to know!!!
I want to know you,
Not Just as a Person
But mentally, emotionally, and physically too...
I want to know how you think of me!!
I want to know your likes and dislikes,
I'd Like to know what you think of
Before you got to bed at night.
What grinds your gears?
Are you ticklish on your ears?
Let me know how often you shed tears?
I got an idea, but I want the feeling,
I just want to know,
Where do you want us to go!!

WITH THIS PEN!!!

With This Pen I Thee Wed
To Never Stop Writing Till I'm
Announced Dead.....
Through Thick And Thin I'll
Write In This Book Rather
It's Lyrics, Stories, Or Even Hooks
Dry Eyes Or Salty Tears,
When I Picked Up this Pen I Never Knew
It Would Open This Kind Of Door!
When I Have No One Else To Turn To
And I Can't take It Anymore,
I Might Shed Tears, Scream, Or Yell A Little
But I Live For The Rhymes!
I Write The Lyrics Of My Life!
With This Pen I Thee Wed
To Never STOP Writing Till
I'm Announced Dead!!
  

Good Morning 3-28-2013

Often people wake with negative thoughts or with the feeling that they're too weak to get out of bed we question out ability and if God is willing to help us through the struggle!! But we fail to realize we have to work to make things happen!! Show God we are willing to work with him to make a change for the better!!

Grind hard

Time has come for me Sha'I to grind like never before!! Soo many ideas and projects going through my head I can't wait to present them to my supporters!!!! <3 Love you all much!!!

I Told You!!

It was a warm and dark night,
Down at the river front were the only lights
The night was still and he stood before me,
Mark, My husband of 8 years father of my daughter,
The one who broke my heart time after time.
He stood by smiling at a text he had just received,
I knew it was her, His Mistress.
I told him I wanted it to be just us,
At least for this one night. JUST US!
But he insisted on doing me wrong,
Disrespecting me in my face.
I knew at that point, it was the very last straw.
I walked closer to the Mississippi River and 'Fell" in,
He looked up, reached out to help, knowing my fright of the river.
As I screamed, panicking, losing control,
I pulled him in, Jumped on his back, forcing him down.
I dived under, grabbed his leg,
As I pulled him down further, he hit his head on a rock at the bottom of the river.
I choked him,
Til his body was lifeless
I walked out of the place "She"  feared Terribly as a Child
"I told you Enough was Enough"

Returning

Sha'I Returns... Get Your Tickets NOW!!

She Is!

She is paradise, relaxation
She keeps me happy even though I have not met her.
She is my shield against my father's hits
When he yells and abuse
She is the one that pulls me through
She is my hope when everyone is doubting me
She combs out all of the tangles
And I blame her proudly
She never missed a first day or a birthday
But I'm never able to give her cake
I don't know this lady
But I know she is always beside me
She is
She is my mother
The lady who gave birth to me
She died giving me birth
She left me behind with a drunk
Who drinks to take his pain away
From losing his wife for a child
And I, I
I suffer the beatings
Because I know she is still here.